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I have no clue how to do that. I can't feel like I used to for women?......especially the way I'm feeling
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@Songbird27 I've had this on and off for 18 years since I was 22. Last couple of years it's like it's all come to a head πͺ
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@Songbird27 Doubting you was gay. How do you mean ?. And I take it your a girl?. It feels like I'm trying to hard when I look at women. And end up feeling nothing. And a little voice is like it's cause your gay now or I'm gay now π
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So I started having panic disorder and health concern I don't really suffer with this anymore. It's just the hocd stuff. I sometimes think fuck it I'm gay then but I know I could never give up women. I walk around the shopping center the thoughts don't stop hounding me constantly and there almost sneaky thoughts. Like no one even knows I'm gay π€·ββοΈ. Or I know I'm gay.....but I don't and all I want to do is check out women. I've always been girl crazy and the fact I can't feel like I used to kills me π. Thanks for your help and support by the way π
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actual attrcation. iβve decided im gonna just let the false attraction happen, not try to stop it or question it. is it wrong for this erp to juts when i watch a video and get a false attraction just experience the false feelings and scroll? because i feel like the longer i sit with it the longer i begin to question whether its real or not.
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