- Date posted
- 3y
having an episode
currently having an episode because my brain has convinced me that SO-OCD is real for everyone EXCEPT me. i must be the exception. i must be the liar. everyone else is a sufferer who really isn’t the orientation that they fear they are. it makes me afraid. it scares me into thinking i don’t have OCD at all. someone commented on another thread that they initially thought SO-OCD wasn’t real. and someone else brought up how hormonal birth control pills somehow made people not realize they were lesbian until they got off it. this forum can be so triggering and i made it worse by coming back and reading everything. i’ve been here before. but it’s really really anxious and uncomfortable! i could use any words of kindness and support right now.