- Date posted
- 3y
women with porn addictions
I grew up being addicted to porn which I’m not proud of! Unfortunately, I watched it at a very young age and I’ve watched ALL TYPES of porn. So, growing up you get desensitized to of all of this. A lot of people think only men get addicted to this but it’s not true! The problem now is that having SOOCD and knowing I’ve watched lesbian porn and all other things can really take a toll and confuse someone! My natural attraction has always been for men and now that I struggle with this theme it’s like my mind goes “oh you’ve watched that so you must enjoy it and would act on it” it gets so confusing and hard because since I was so young I was like “oh I guess everyone else does this etc.” So, when I was young I’d be like “oh yea I’d do everything no matter with who” I’ve never acted on it and don’t want to now because I was seeing people as sex objects! I only have a desire for men but my ocd can’t let go of the fact that I said “oh I’d do anything” but point is I just wanted to post this for anyone else who has struggled with this and might get very confused due to being desensitized to so many things. Also, it’s OK if you’ve watched all types of porn it doesn’t really say anything about you. 💓 Also, I’m kind of at a point where if someone said this meant I was gay I’d just be like ok sure LOL at the end of the day I know who I want to be with. I just wanted to shed some light because it really shows that porn can make you see people who aren’t even you preference as sex objects and that’s horrible.