- Username
- idont241
- Date posted
- 5y ago
- Username
- nfljcgarcianfljcgarcia
- Date posted
- 5y ago
U haven’t bothered anyone, this app is a safe place so post all you want. I think tasha123 was just concerned that you were seeking reassurance which would be counter productive. Sounds like they were just doing their best to look out for you. Don’t beat yourself up, keep your head held high and know that better days will come.
- Username
- idont241idont241
- Date posted
- 5y ago
I’ve just been feeling so bad these Past few days. I try to only posts twice a day. Ive only posted 3 times sorry. It’s just nice to know when someone is going through the same thing you know? It makes me not feel alone. All of these panic attacks have made my vacation here in Europe be miserable. And the only thing that’s making me feel good is using this app so I’m sorry if I’ve been a problem to some people. I just feel anxious and guilty all the time now. I am sorry if I’ve bothered anyone with my posting. I’ll try to limit myself
- Username
- tasha123tasha123
- Date posted
- 5y ago
Oh my goodness I’m so sorry if I offended you! I didn’t mean it like that at all I was only trying to give you advice that I think might benefit you. I’m really sorry again! I hope you’re okay
- Username
- tasha123tasha123
- Date posted
- 5y ago
Hey, I see you posting constantly on this app and I believe you’re looking for reassurance. Sometimes I think this app does more harm than good in terms of reassurance but it’s great to know there are tons of people going through the same thing as you so you’re not alone. Can I recommend you take a break from using/looking on this app for a while. Try to accept the uncertainty and keep busy when you can feel yourself getting lost in your thoughts. It may take time but you WILL feel like yourself again. All this constant posting is a compulsion that I don’t think you’ve recognised and it’s only feeding your ocd more
- Username
- idont241idont241
- Date posted
- 5y ago
Dont worry I didn’t mean it like that! This was just the one post I really wanted people to see if they are going through too, because it’s one my hardest and “realest” thoughts. This is the one thought that’s making shit feel real.
Related posts
- Username
- idont241
- Date posted
- 5y ago
I literally have no reason to think this! I’ve never been attracted or had a crush on a girl! I don’t know why I keep worrying. All of the sudden I feel like my feelings for all my past crushes weren’t real. This sucks. I don’t know anything about myself anymore. It keeps trying to push this idea on my head. Like there is no reason for me to think that i am gay! The most possible “reason” would be finding women attractive, that’s it! But now I try to imagine my life partner and when I think of a guy a picture of a women quickly comes up. Sometimes I just wanna scream “I am gay” for no reason. Or when someone is talking about relationships I always think “I am different”. Or when someone talks about acceptance it really bothers me too. This is so bad, what am I even basing this idea on? Now, I it’s hard imagining a guy that I like, it’s weird. I feel like I am never going to like anyone again. Ugh this is draining me
- Username
- idont241
- Date posted
- 5y ago
- Username
- Idk
- Date posted
- 5y ago
Geez, I seem to just be getting worse. I keep thinking what if I’ve been lesbian all my life but never payed attention to it. I mean it feels right to be with a man and have a boyfriend I want that. But why do I keep doubting it I just want this to end. I’ve never been a girly girly. I like cute clothes but I hate how it looks on me I feel so insecure. Same with make up. And I keep thinking maybe that’s evidence I could be lesbian. This all sounds ridiculous but why can’t I just accept the fact that I’m straight. I actually like being with boys and kissing them. I get aroused when I kiss them. So why is this happening?
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