pacient 0
- Date posted
- 3y
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Im having feelings that feel so real like some sort of buterflies in my chest and stomach that make me think that Im actually gay , and whats worse is that they come randomly .
JannelitoJannelito
- Date posted
- 3y
Dude, you gotta stop looking for reassurance bro. It's not gonna help you in the future. You gotta do something about it instead. Go see a therapist or a CBT and then makes your progress.
pacient 0pacient 0
- Date posted
- 3y
I cant bro I cant afford a therapist Im all on my own And I even tried to remember what it would feel like if I thought about "ducks" and I still got turned on like from the feelings it felt extremely real and my mind aint going against it , its like 99% of my brain is like yeah you like that , idk what happened to the guy that used to be disgusted by all of this , and now I find it attractive? Im just all on my own bro like always
pacient 0pacient 0
- Date posted
- 3y
@Anonnymous I literally dont feel any anxiety about this , its like it has convinced me that I like it
pacient 0pacient 0
- Date posted
- 3y
@Anonnymous Idk its seems like Im admiting that I like it but and thats whats making my fear . Why am I admiting this ? Maybe Im not thinking clearly
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zparkzpark
- Date posted
- 3y
@Anonymous That’s not what I’m saying at all. I’m just saying please refrain from using this particular wording. What you’re doing isn’t bad it’s just trigger for people in our situation. We’re all on the same team here.
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mattis!
- Date posted
- 25w
Feels so real
I don’t know if it’s SOOCD. I no longer feel anxious in the moment when I think about women, and it’s like my imagination wants me to think about it and get aroused. I don’t want to be gay, but maybe I am after all. In my life I haven’t been so sexually driven before (when I was living with a man, or when being single) but now all I can think about is having sex with a woman. I don’t want to, but somehow my body does and it feels like my mind have changed to accept it to.. feel so sad This all started around 4 weeks ago..
Lakeys.25
- Date posted
- 21w
this feels like denial now 😭😭
im so scared that this is just denial and that im actuall gay. idk what to do anymore i need help. its just constant anxiety in my chest and i hate it. is there anything i can do to help?
g_rangel
- Date posted
- 20w
spiraling again.
i had recently been triggered to have so-ocd. its been on my mind non-stop. (i am a heterosexual female) and my mind has been all over the place questioning if i have been in denial the entire time. ive always had people tell me they sort of got that vibe it it never really affected me until my own mother had her suspicions. so i would constantly get triggered un public around the same gender, while knowing my true sexuality. ive always been attracted to men but as of recently ive been having super bad anxiety to where i cannot eat or sleep and feel weak all the time. it was like that for a week or so. now im in the calm where i have been trying accept the uncertainty but it still isnt fair as im getting triggered. im a little worried because it feels like i have been lying to my parents the entire time although ive never had the desire to be with the same gender. and i keep getting intrusive thoguhts that make me feel anxious and uncomfortable. its all starting to affect my friendships as im constantly getting triggered with the intrusive thoguhts. i feel a little less anxious compared to how i was a couple days ago. im really scared on why im having these thoughts now when i have been having romantic feelings for a guy the past year or so. ive also been struggling with false attraction and loss attraction to men. it makes me feel uncertain of my life the entire time
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