pacient 0
- Date posted
- 3y
Related?
Im having feelings that feel so real like some sort of buterflies in my chest and stomach that make me think that Im actually gay , and whats worse is that they come randomly .
JannelitoJannelito
- Date posted
- 3y
Dude, you gotta stop looking for reassurance bro. It's not gonna help you in the future. You gotta do something about it instead. Go see a therapist or a CBT and then makes your progress.
pacient 0pacient 0
- Date posted
- 3y
I cant bro I cant afford a therapist Im all on my own And I even tried to remember what it would feel like if I thought about "ducks" and I still got turned on like from the feelings it felt extremely real and my mind aint going against it , its like 99% of my brain is like yeah you like that , idk what happened to the guy that used to be disgusted by all of this , and now I find it attractive? Im just all on my own bro like always
pacient 0pacient 0
- Date posted
- 3y
@Anonnymous I literally dont feel any anxiety about this , its like it has convinced me that I like it
pacient 0pacient 0
- Date posted
- 3y
@Anonnymous Idk its seems like Im admiting that I like it but and thats whats making my fear . Why am I admiting this ? Maybe Im not thinking clearly
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- Date posted
- 3y
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zparkzpark
- Date posted
- 3y
@Anonymous That’s not what I’m saying at all. I’m just saying please refrain from using this particular wording. What you’re doing isn’t bad it’s just trigger for people in our situation. We’re all on the same team here.
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ocdinglehopper
- Date posted
- 24w
intrusive feelings
hey, so i’ve had these insane thoughts about like, this dude. and i assumed it’s intrusive feelings, but it also has happened w the fact o think i like girls? but i don’t? like, i get the gronal response, and everything, and like, it sometimes feels like i actually like them, but it always makes me sick? same way w the false attraction guy, and it even started happening w my bsf of like 9 years? and it’ll tell me the most insane things like “maybe u are attracted” “maybe if u got w them the thoughts will stop” someone please help.
Anonymous
- Date posted
- 23w
What the HECK?
what the hell? this entire day ive been trying to do ERP right? allowing the thoughts feelings, sensations be there with very little reaction, saying"oh that's a thought", "that's a feeling" don't care" etc. But it seems to be making it 100x times worse. Like its impossible to just"ignore" it, it feels so freaking real as if this was the truth, the doubts are real, the false attraction feelings and lip sensations are REAL and genuine attraction, feels ego-synotic, its impossible just to ignore or move on from it because I think I'm so hyperfocused on it all so it last the whole day. IDK right now it feels and seems as if I lost? like its not a what if but it feels factual like"I'm naturally gay, I'm gay" and it feels like normal and become ok with that. But I don't want that I don't want to be gay.
mattis!
- Date posted
- 16w
Feels so real
I don’t know if it’s SOOCD. I no longer feel anxious in the moment when I think about women, and it’s like my imagination wants me to think about it and get aroused. I don’t want to be gay, but maybe I am after all. In my life I haven’t been so sexually driven before (when I was living with a man, or when being single) but now all I can think about is having sex with a woman. I don’t want to, but somehow my body does and it feels like my mind have changed to accept it to.. feel so sad This all started around 4 weeks ago..
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