pacient 0
- Date posted
- 3y
Related?
Im having feelings that feel so real like some sort of buterflies in my chest and stomach that make me think that Im actually gay , and whats worse is that they come randomly .
JannelitoJannelito
- Date posted
- 3y
Dude, you gotta stop looking for reassurance bro. It's not gonna help you in the future. You gotta do something about it instead. Go see a therapist or a CBT and then makes your progress.
pacient 0pacient 0
- Date posted
- 3y
I cant bro I cant afford a therapist Im all on my own And I even tried to remember what it would feel like if I thought about "ducks" and I still got turned on like from the feelings it felt extremely real and my mind aint going against it , its like 99% of my brain is like yeah you like that , idk what happened to the guy that used to be disgusted by all of this , and now I find it attractive? Im just all on my own bro like always
pacient 0pacient 0
- Date posted
- 3y
@Anonnymous I literally dont feel any anxiety about this , its like it has convinced me that I like it
pacient 0pacient 0
- Date posted
- 3y
@Anonnymous Idk its seems like Im admiting that I like it but and thats whats making my fear . Why am I admiting this ? Maybe Im not thinking clearly
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- 3y
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zparkzpark
- Date posted
- 3y
@Anonymous That’s not what I’m saying at all. I’m just saying please refrain from using this particular wording. What you’re doing isn’t bad it’s just trigger for people in our situation. We’re all on the same team here.
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confused writer
- Date posted
- 21w
HOCD made you feel horn.y?
Like I feel geroinals ALL DAY and it’s stuck… I think I’m bi. But this still drives me nuts.
mattis!
- Date posted
- 19w
Feels so real
I don’t know if it’s SOOCD. I no longer feel anxious in the moment when I think about women, and it’s like my imagination wants me to think about it and get aroused. I don’t want to be gay, but maybe I am after all. In my life I haven’t been so sexually driven before (when I was living with a man, or when being single) but now all I can think about is having sex with a woman. I don’t want to, but somehow my body does and it feels like my mind have changed to accept it to.. feel so sad This all started around 4 weeks ago..
anonymous1348
- Date posted
- 18w
hocd
I don’t know what to do anymore, this started nearly a year ago and caused so much stress and panic attacks over the thought of loosing my boyfriend. Now it just feels real and that he always liked girls and suppressed it (but like the boys i always liked in the past were real feelings they had to be and with my boyfriend i love him) but i haven’t got much anxiety now feels like i want the thoughts and that they don’t bother me even tho they used to, this seems to happen every time i get a lil better, idk just feels so true and that’s what i acc want with no stress, just a lil scared.
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