Is it normal to be in unending state of depression and confusion? I truly cant differentiate bw reality and ocd. Im walking on a tight rope daily, just one stressor away from becoming bedridden. Everything is a trigger to me, literally everything, i feel identityless and as if my brain is pushing me to accept im gay/trans. I feel like theres something wrong with "my self". Is this what gender dysphoria feels like? Could being in denial cause this much impairment?

Transgender OCD

Sexual Orientation OCD

I’ve been feeling the same way, actually. Everything seems to bother me. It’s normal with OCD. Your triggers don’t have to be “logical.” That’s basically the whole point of OCD: Illogicality. 

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