Ftm liking wlw

Is It weird as a man to only like to read about WLW relationship and only feel butterflies then and think I would be happy and like to be In one but I know I am a man and don't feel different about that and wouldn't like that they see me as a woman but would like they like me as a woman or that attraction or relationship or something. The whole time I have the thought of like I only would be happy In a wow relationship and I start questioning me self again:// And the whole time I have imangetions of It and that I would be happy and stuff and what If I regret transitioning because of that I had this episode before but random I had butterflies reading this https://www.quora.com/What-does-real-love-feel-like-for-lesbians/answer/Neha-Satpathy?ch=15&oid=191000826&share=d48c0f42&target_type=answer AND IDK WHAT TO DO like I had this episode before but It all back again like why tf did I feel that or did I liked It for them????