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- 3y
Somebody help
I’m thinking I might have a crush on someone besides my boyfriend and It’s giving me so much anxiety and depression because I love him so much and I don’t want to hurt him and I never even think of the other person the reason I think I like them is because I get nervous around them after this incident that we kissed once (I didn’t do it because I wanted to I was pressured by two other friends I didn’t like the kiss specially because I felt I cheated on my partner) , at first I didn’t think anything at all I just felt really guilty cause I already was with my boyfriend i still feel bad at times, and then a friend of mine told me ‘stop feeling that way it’s not like you like her’ and then that’s when my obsession started, I eventually changed themes and I thought I was over it until a few days ago I found out the girl I kissed has a boyfriend and I kinda had mixed feelings about it and I got triggered and started having the thoughts again, I’ve been fine these months and could talk to her naturally why is this suddenly happening I don’t want to like her it makes me sick to my stomach, I’ll sometimes look at pictures of her to see if I feel something and I don’t I feel normal but then I start freaking out about the fact I feel nervous (and extremely uncomfortable) and I’m reviewing past event trying to figure out if it’s true or not I don’t want this to happen I hate this anxiety I don’t know what to do somebody please help me