- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 2y ago
I had a weird thought
A few weeks ago, I got angry and a thought popped in my head. I had a thought about murdering and sexually assaulting my parents who molested me. This was really weird because it felt real. I felt like “the joker”. I felt so angry against the world. I imagined riots and stuff. I would never commit murder nor do sexually abusive things. It’s literally wrong. Yet, it felt real. Again, like a thing taking over my body. Weird. I’m fine now though. My ocd sometimes says “you’re using ocd as an excuse to hide yourself.” Which makes me question ocd? Does this happen to you guys too? Not asking for reassurance just a general question.