- Date posted
- 2y
please respond!!!!
Struggling with Tocd and soocd and when I finally feel feminine again and feel like my attraction towards men is back I feel like it’s all wrong and get super anxious and like don’t know what to do because I almost feel like a different person and I just get so confused I can’t tell if that’s ocd or not and I don’t want to change my body (I’m a woman and want to stay that way) but I can’t feel confident or comfortable ever and when I do it’s so foreign now that I freak out I’m so hyper aware of my being that I feel so existential all the time and I feel like I can’t make connections with anyone anymore because I feel like I’m not being genuine or something like my life feels like it’s falling apart I’m so exhausted of fighting this because of the mental and physical toll this is taking on me but I don’t want to do anything to change myself or to hurt myself but I get such overwhelmingly suffocating feelings sometimes