- Date posted
- 2y
Rocd
Rocd is with me for about 1 year and a half now. Just after quarantine. I’m with my boyfriend for 2 years now. Currently worrying about everything. I’ve been through thousands of thoughts ( other men, women, children, religious thoughts, family members … probably everything ) My boyfriend loves me so much but every time I want to mention ocd he thinks I do it for attention reasons. He doesn’t 100% believe that this mental illness exists. No matter what I tell him. He thinks I do that to myself. Anyway… Current obsessive thought: Praying for him to be healthy. And arguing with myself about whether I prayed with my heart. Questions as maybe you don’t want him to be healthy? Maybe you want him to die? I know I don’t but I still doubt myself and get anxiety. Advices?