mrgg11
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- 2y
rocd
i feel like im giving up in my relationship and i dont want thatš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ
Jigjon99Jigjon99
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Try to turn that thought around and say, this distress proves that I DO care and WONT give up.
mrgg11mrgg11
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@Jigjon99 yes but it feel soxreal that i dont want be with her bro
Jigjon99Jigjon99
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I feel ya man, thatās our brains playing games.
mrgg11mrgg11
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@Jigjon99 are you now better?
Jigjon99Jigjon99
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@mrgg11 I have good days and bad. Iāve been at this a long time, like over 15 years. Iām actually having a rougher time today but that happens.
Jigjon99Jigjon99
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@Jigjon99 How you holding up today?
Jigjon99Jigjon99
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@mrgg11 Hahah that was meant you you
mrgg11mrgg11
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@Jigjon99 today we fight and i cant see her anymore crying i cry every time i love her but i got mixed feelings i dont want that i want with herrrrr to enjoyyyyy
Jigjon99Jigjon99
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Iām sorry man
mrgg11mrgg11
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@Jigjon99 but i will not let ocd win.thanks bro for trying to help.
Jigjon99Jigjon99
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@mrgg11 Good job dude! If you need to vent or anything, give me a holler.
mrgg11mrgg11
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@Jigjon99 how how i dobt understand?
Jigjon99Jigjon99
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@mrgg11 I was just saying you can just message me if your having a bad day and needed to talk.
mrgg11mrgg11
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@Jigjon99 thank you bro i would like something to talk with you about sex but ill talk later
mrgg11mrgg11
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@Jigjon99 hey bro
Jigjon99Jigjon99
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Hey, howās it goin?
mrgg11mrgg11
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@Jigjon99 i got anxiety when i touch a girl part body i got hurt in stomach i dont know why i cant have sex bro and i like her body
Jigjon99Jigjon99
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@Jigjon99 Is it like an excited anxiety or a dreadful anxiety? They feel similar but try to distinguish the difference.
mrgg11mrgg11
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@Jigjon99 doesnt that mean that im gay right?
Jigjon99Jigjon99
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@mrgg11 Not at all. It just means you have anxiety around intimacy.
mrgg11mrgg11
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@Jigjon99 plz answer here bro
Jigjon99Jigjon99
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@mrgg11 I did but maybe it didnāt go through. It does not mean your gay. Thatās your ocd brain playing games. Itās ok to have anxiety around intimacy with your girl, doesnāt mean you donāt like women.
mrgg11mrgg11
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@Jigjon99 eurotophobia*
Jigjon99Jigjon99
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@mrgg11 Ocd is a real sob sometimes
mrgg11mrgg11
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@Jigjon99 any advice bro
Jigjon99Jigjon99
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@mrgg11 Just try to remember that thoughts are just thoughts and feelings are not fact. Try to stay in the moment and out of your head. I know itās easier said than done.
mrgg11mrgg11
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@Jigjon99 so this mean im not gay right?
Jigjon99Jigjon99
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If your not attracted to men, I would say no.
mrgg11mrgg11
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@Jigjon99 i have like false attraction.
mrgg11mrgg11
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@Jigjon99 look at eurotophobia fear of vagina
mrgg11mrgg11
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@Jigjon99 im scared asf i dont want lose girl that i love so much
Jigjon99Jigjon99
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@mrgg11 Do you see someone professionally?
mrgg11mrgg11
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@Jigjon99 what
mrgg11mrgg11
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@Jigjon99 in what ascpect you think?
Jigjon99Jigjon99
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@mrgg11 Like do you see a psychologist to talk you through these fears and anxieties.
mrgg11mrgg11
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@Jigjon99 oh no i dont know im scared bro im scared that im gay i know i got ocd but i sont know im scared of sex and of everything
mrgg11mrgg11
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@Jigjon99 i know i cant imagine life with boys
mrgg11mrgg11
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@Jigjon99 any advice?
Jigjon99Jigjon99
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@mrgg11 I would recommend getting a therapist involved to help you navigate through these issues. Iāve been seeing one since I was a teenager and it has been life changing in the best way.
mrgg11mrgg11
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@Jigjon99 you had those problems?
Jigjon99Jigjon99
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@mrgg11 Not specifically, my obsessions are based around āloveā and why I donāt feel it towards my wife and children.
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