- Date posted
- 2y
Can hocd make you feel this? Feels too real!! Help
Why would i have thoughts like i would be okay and better if that happened or I accepted this?? Its like i am okay with these same sex thoughts and sometimes feels like i like these thoughts?? I might? Do i?? Its like some thoughts are do i wanna be them? I might? Why would i get and i am okay not writing all this and its like i want to be bi?! Why would that suddenly pop in my head and like no attraction to boys have been felt for a while.. what do i do? Its like i want this? Is this ocd too??? Pls tell me ?? I am scared but also not?? Its like i feel like i am living a lie and if I accept it i will be okay and i dont have to write this cause i am not stressed or thats what i want cause i have been noticing suddenly so much i and just out of habit i am writing this.. i was okay the last few weeks and now suddenly the thoughts are too strong and real to wave off.. they feel like accepting will make it better cause that might be who i am? What do i do? Was i ever straight otherwise why wouldn’t i feel disgusted or anxious at these thoughts and feel like i am okay and its fine to have them and i might actually be it?!? No anxiety but coming to a point where i am close to acceptance?!? What do i do? Pls help who am i? Was i ever straight everything that i see on insta has been extremely triggering and I don’t know in what ways.. feels like i am trapped and helpless and will be okay if I accepted this cause its now at this point doesn’t feel like ocd..help!!