- Username
- Anonymous_1
- Date posted
- 2y ago
Hocd. Please help
I’m really sad because I am having thoughts about women and strong feelings physical. It’s not just groinal responses it’s super strong over all feeling I’m having a hard time fighting. I’m about to start my period which 1. Can increase anxiety 2.increases sexual arousal beforehand 3. Hormone fluctuation So my question is, am I having this strong response because I’m anxious? because Im horny and truly attracted to women? When I took my anti depressants I felt a relief from the arousal and was so happy, cuz I was like cool it must be anxiety then. But then I remembered how anxiety medication is said to decrease sexual arousal and I was like shoot well it probs was true sexual arousal. Whatever it is I hate it because I am feeling very aroused but I just wanna be with a man. And when I’m feeling the arousal I feel uncomfortable and shameful and just like sexually confused. It is horrible. I don’t understand what’s going on but I hate my body for responding this way and I am feeling uncomfortable in my body. I have never had that strong of a sexual response to a man, more like romantic feelings. But if I wanna be with a man as my companion why would my freaking body not get on board! Why does it have to respond the ways I don’t want!!! I’m angry. I need advice or if anyone has experienced something like this.