- Username
- 7710 ❤️
- Date posted
- 2y ago
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I need therapy. I don’t want the ocd making me obsess about the issues in my relationship… 😞 I am scared I actually want out… how I’ve been acting towards him… it’s becoming difficult to function… I want this to be ROCD so freaking badly!! I love him a lot I cried before I left for work… 😭 I talked to myself how I hate that I constantly obsessed about our issues non stop and that we are trying to make things easier than they are now… my brain talks back and I said if it wasn’t for u I wouldn’t be constantly questioning shit all the time and that I could actually try to find a way to fix things… i know alot of couples fix bigger issues than I am going thru. That’s why I want to stay. I want us to work on our mental state… 😞 bc on both end they are bad… my friend said to both of us that your mental states are stopping you both from living a life and you both need help. I just want to love him.. that all I want bc we really are good together. That’s one thing I know for sure. He’s my baby.. 😢 I just… I just want us both to be happy