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I can’t take this anymore I can’t 😪 the only thing that makes me feel better is cutting myself
I can’t take this anymore I can’t 😪 the only thing that makes me feel better is cutting myself
I’ve struggled with self harm as well, it’s really difficult to stop. One way I controlled it is by playing a difficult game or something that takes a lot of mental energy, like organizing, when I felt the compulsion to self harm. That way, I get so focused on the task I’m doing I totally forget about the urge to hurt myself. I hope that helps!
@PaigeK I’ll try that I hope your better now
Do you think that the cutting is a compulsion? For an ERP, can you resist the compulsion to do the cutting? The therapist that I worked with explained to me that OCD will lie to us. Is it possible that OCD is telling you to do this compulsion and it is not the truth? There may be other ways to help that you have not found yet. I hope you are able to find something useful in this post
I do the same when i’m having a really bad compulsion
Hi ❤️ I’m really struggling right now I’m in my sophomore year of Highschool and I’ve finally started planning or thinking abt my future (for context I was extremely depressed and suicidal from 6-9th grade) After conquering my depression this is a huge leap for me and I’m proud of myself ❤️ But there’s something still holding me down :( and I’m not sure what to do anymore that thing is OCD. Since 6th grade I have had strong and invasive intrusive thoughts all the time they scare me so bad and make me feel as though I’m not even real anymore :( I’m sick of taking the time to do ridiculous compulsions to rid or ease these thoughts it’s a waste of time and energy and it hurts me so bad I feel like I will never get to just live my life without this :( How can I plan my future when I can’t even find myself in this mess of anxiety 💔 I’m so tired of fighting my mental health it’s been years from anxiety attacks to sh to survived suicide attempts (I got help dw❤️🩹) and recovery there. Just to be thrown into a storm of awful scary sickening thoughts day and night-when can I just be a normal teenager and possibly a happy adult? How do I conquer this so I can love myself to the fullest and live my life free and happy? :( ❤️❤️🩹 I’m so scared to talk to my parents about it I’m ashamed of my thoughts and every time I bring it up they just say I shouldn’t be diagnosing myself or it’s just ADHD. It really really hurts me they have no idea how awful this feels and it makes me feel so alone sometimes 💔
I don’t know how to cope, everything feels like too much, my medication isn’t working and I’m so tired with looking for the right one as it takes months between each appointment, and therapy is there too it’s just that I need all of what I’m struggling with to go away NOW, you know? on top of responsibilities like my TAFE course and all this other stuff I’ve got to get a handle on, it feels like I’m not cut out for life, I’ve been taking a sedative everyday just to cope with existing and I don’t know how to even keep going.
Does anyone have advice for dealing with a breakup. This hurts so bad and my brain is torturing me. OCD makes it so much worse. It’s been a month already. I need to start letting go but can’t stop. Any advice for letting things go .. ?
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