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Advice
I can’t take this anymore I can’t 😪 the only thing that makes me feel better is cutting myself
I can’t take this anymore I can’t 😪 the only thing that makes me feel better is cutting myself
I’ve struggled with self harm as well, it’s really difficult to stop. One way I controlled it is by playing a difficult game or something that takes a lot of mental energy, like organizing, when I felt the compulsion to self harm. That way, I get so focused on the task I’m doing I totally forget about the urge to hurt myself. I hope that helps!
@PaigeK I’ll try that I hope your better now
Do you think that the cutting is a compulsion? For an ERP, can you resist the compulsion to do the cutting? The therapist that I worked with explained to me that OCD will lie to us. Is it possible that OCD is telling you to do this compulsion and it is not the truth? There may be other ways to help that you have not found yet. I hope you are able to find something useful in this post
I do the same when i’m having a really bad compulsion
I’m sharing this bc I need advice or even support from anyone who can relate. If you can’t relate and don’t think you’ll say anything helpful or kind pls don’t comment anything… I’ve been struggling with somethings that’s making me question myself. There has been moments while self pleasuring when I get intrusive thoughts, in those moments it feels like I’m enjoying or even self pleasuring myself bc of the thought. Right after I immediately have an anxiety attack and my HEART drops bc it feels terrible I feel like a disgusting monster :( ppl have told me I haven’t done a bad bc of how intense my guilt and panic are but I keep thinking that MAYBE I made a horrible decision in the moment and the guilt is just realising that it’s just wrong this doesn’t make sense to me because I’ve always told myself that I would never act on this in 1 million years and I’ve been known that these things are wrong so I’m just like constantly questioning myself these feelings and exact same situation has happened two times already I even promised myself that I wouldn’t act on anything beforehand and yeah, I still felt like I did act on my thought during my alone time I’m genuinely convinced that I’m a horrible and it’s even got into the point where I don’t wanna be here anymore and I don’t even think this is my OCD :( tbh
Does anybody else get the indescribable urge to cut yourself, you don’t want to but you feel like you have too.
I’ve been in an OCD loop for a month now and Im struggling so much alone, no one in my family get what Im going through and are just ignoring me, and I got no friends to tell Im stuck in this cycle and it feels like Im lonely in a dark place, Im writing this right now cuz u guys know the struggle, if it’s okay can u please leave a comment so I don’t feel alone in this, can u please share tips and advice so I can go through this, I feel like Im losing it
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