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I need to know… I really want this answered… Can you honestly convince yourself you don’t love your partner anymore… I am scared I don’t…. Anymore… I honestly believe I don’t at the moment… 💔 I don’t know if I just genuinely want him gone… or my ROCD blended into my personality… I don’t want to break up but I’ve obsessed about it so much that I believe I do… even asking if I don’t love him non stop fucked me up… I know I want to move forward from ROCD bc I can’t take it anymore…. It’s honestly like I healed and I just don’t wanna admit it that’s how it’s been feeling lately.., testing to get a reaction doesn’t work anymore… My heart is hurt… I just feel like things won’t be as they were and it hurts bc I want to be that way with him again so badly… It’s so real that I believe that the moments of clarity were lies despite how happy I actually was to know I love him… 😢💔 I just wanna know any stories if anyone felt this way? That’s all I wanna know… Were you able to save your relationship or was it doomed?…. 😢

Relationship OCD

Xconley23

Date posted: 3y

Yes I’ve felt this before DONT worry,it’s just your theme changing and it’ll switch again eventually,but don’t leave him please…for me because I had a thought that I didn’t love my girl and I broke up with her abojt a month ago and got with a bunch of other girls and my rocd was still there.LUCKILY she took me back and we’re doing better than ever so just keep pushin🤞🏽

7710 ❤️

Date posted: 3y

@Xconley23 Thank you 🥹

7710 ❤️

Date posted: 3y

It’s like I wanna be with someone else… when in all honesty I don’t. I have the grass is greener syndrome. While I am happy with my partner. I want us to be free from screaming annoying children. My partner and I are very quiet people which I love honestly. I hate noise.

7710 ❤️

Date posted: 3y

I do worry abit too much about the future.. I am just concerned my relationship is just hanging by a thread…. 😞 I am trying not to obsess and I know what I am doing now is a huge compulsion… asking to know other people’s stories.

Kallie

User type: OCD Conqueror

Date posted: 3y

You've been stuck on this a while and the more you obsess and look for answer the more you feed OCD. Try to remember why u fell in love with him, even if you don't get those feelings right away, don't worry. You've trained your brain in a way that isn't helpful through anxiety, so it takes a while to train your brain to love again. It's okay and it is possible. I've been there

Xconley23

Date posted: 3y

@7710 ❤️ Well I have those same thoughts about, maybe there’s someone out there better for me ya know what maybe there is maybe there isn’t but I do know one thing I’m happy with my girl and that’s where I’m finna stay I love her so much even thought sometimes my mind tells me otherwise,we just gotta live with this WHICH SUCKS but fuck it,if it’s what I gotta do to stay wit the woman I love them imma do that

7710 ❤️

Date posted: 3y

@Anonymous Is that why I think I don’t love him!? 😢💔I got too use to this… I want my clarity moments back… I don’t want this to be the end of our relationship… 😭💔

7710 ❤️

Date posted: 3y

@Anonymous Can you convince yourself you don’t love someone!! It never felt like this before… it never felt genuine… 😰 I am constantly believing I’m in denial!! I constantly believe I don’t want to be with him anymore! The testing I do doesn’t work anymore! I get no reaction! Deep down it’s always like I want to leave him… but when I attempt to break up I start crying… bc I know I love him. But then it goes back to believing I don’t love him… 💔😭

Ditto~

Date posted: 3y

There are those with rocd whose relationships worked out and those that haven’t. I definitely know what it’s like to bounce back and forth between having feelings, not enough feelings, and feeling nothing. And it’s hard to know the best decision. Hard not to compare to other relationships I had in my past that weren’t like my most recent, but ocd hit strongly right before it. So who knows. I am sorry you are struggling.

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