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- 2y
Help
I'm fucking up my entire relationship. I feel like i don't give a fuck what happens and it's messing me up. I told him I expect him to break up with me. I feel like I'm using everything in my fucked up head as just an excuse. He deserves better. All this is making me this is how can I possibly call this love? You don't do this shit to someone you love. I want to love him so bad, and saying just that makes me think I don't and never have. I think I've never felt it but I swear I know it but how could I possibly know it and not think I feel it?