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Can…
Can ROCD really make you stop loving your partner…? I am so depressed right now… before I left from work I cuddled with him bc i miss being close to him… He said I love you to me and I felt so much guilt bc I didn’t feel the same way at that moment… I still love him. But i felt like a lier… my partner and I share a room at my family’s home.. so I have to cry in the bathroom since I have alone time there.. I am just sticking with the idea that I don’t love him right now…. B/c I can’t fight back anymore… my brain is worn out i can feel it…. I didn’t wanna stop cuddling with him… 💔 It’s like our emotional connection is gone and that the 12 years we had together never happened… 😞 I wanna talk to him about this bc it’s becoming concerning but I know he will say I still need to get help..: like many of you will probably say… I obsessively though of his flaws… I don’t wanna leave him… We both don’t know what to do… he knows we live in an unhealthy environment…. That we need to get out but he and I don’t know what work we could do to get out… we don’t wanna find another job that’s retail bc we already have one….. We’re both very depressed..: why couldn’t I stop loving my family… I don’t even like being near them as it is… they’ve done a lot of damage to me mentally…. My partner doesn’t understand how I am even related to them. My partner’s mental health is bad too but he knows how to control it but he still needs help. He said my mental health is a lot worse than his and I need to be treated quickly before it’s too late…