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And maybe you do! Point is, try your best to find comfort in NOT knowing. That is where we need to find peace to recover. You don’t need to know the answer!

I know, ocd does NOT want you to be comfortable with uncertainty so it’s going to take the fact that you don’t you and say- DENIAL DENIAL DENIAL so it can make you be scared of something. That’s it’s whole goal- be scared of something (that in reality warrants no fear). Aw you’re too sweet❤️ You can do this, I know it’s extremely troubling sometimes but I’m here fighting with you- and I believe in you!!

Maybe you dont?

don’t know**

If you used to be attracted to guys and then all the sudden it changed that is ocd. If you don’t enjoy the thought of being with a girl, if those thoughts are not what you want that’s not you. I’m the same way, my brothers gay and I talked to him about it and he said “you obviously aren’t a lesbian, you would know if you were a lesbian. It wouldn’t make you upset” It’s ok to feel uncertain! You’ll be alright

You might be straight, you might be bisexual, you might be gay, you might have ocd and any one of those also might be true and you would be a finer person regardless. I hope you follow through with getting help. Im rooting (i cant spell that word) and im sure others here are as well!

Yeah it really seems like you’re having a rough time, I was going through this but I’ve kind of helped myself through it. The thing is if you were of any sexual orientation it wouldn’t change you. You would still be you.