Givenup
- Date posted
- 2y
HOCD and intrusive feelings
What do I do when my HOCD makes me feel like I’m in denial and that I’m not romantically attracted to women, and the intrusive thoughts are there during these intrusive feelings? 😞😞😞
mjvl100mjvl100
- Date posted
- 2y
I find the best thing to do for me is to try and refocus back on the present moment. Do your best not to add meaning, read into, or argue with the thoughts. It’s definitely easier said than done but the more you practice the easier it gets.
GivenupGivenup
- Date posted
- 2y
@mjvl100 The intrusive feelings make it feel so difficult…
Dothewalkoflife. Dothewalkofl...
- Date posted
- 2y
I’m the same.
zzyyxxzzyyxx
- Date posted
- 2y
You can hear the thoughts but you don't have to listen to them. When i'm in these kind of situations, non-engagement responses are the best for me. When i hear these thoughts, i allow them to speak for like couple minutes, feel the fear and anxiety and after couple minutes i say "yeah, OK, i may be gay or i may not be gay. I don't know and i don't care. So, goodbye!" you don't have to %100 believe it, just say it.
GivenupGivenup
- Date posted
- 2y
@zzyyxx What about the intrusive feelings…?
paule150paule150
- Date posted
- 2y
Hi! I struggled with this same thing for a long time. The best treatment I found was to think “what am I missing out on by focusing on my intrusive thoughts” every time I felt compelled to perform a compulsion. For me that played out like this “Am I gay?… Hmm let me check… Wait… What am I missing out on by worrying about this… I am missing out on connecting to the present and with my girlfriend… Let’s try to do that instead!” This only worked for me once I radically accepted that I have OCD and did it every time you have an intrusive thought! It feels so real when you’re going through it! You are strong and you’ve got this!
GivenupGivenup
- Date posted
- 2y
@paule150 It’s making it feel real though… 😞😞😞
paule150paule150
- Date posted
- 2y
@Givenup Uncertainty always feels bad with OCD! If this strategy doesn’t work for you don’t feel obligated to push it. You will know when you find a strategy that works with your OCD theme!
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- Date posted
- 19w
Hocd is literally a clown in my head.
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