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@💖 My partner knows… he just doesn’t how bad it is now… I am concerned I wanna break up… I’m scared bc I love him a lot but how I’ve been feeling isn’t normally how ROCD usually made me feel in the past..

@💖 I just don’t know if I overthink everything… I don’t know I love him a lot.. I am scared of how I feel for him… I even think my work place isn’t good for me anymore.

@7710 ❤️ That's apart of old overthinking trust me i been where you are get erp I use to throw up from the thought of not loving my partner everyday but I'm learning that was before I was diagnosed by a doctor

@11/27/21 What does it mean if your head is empty?…

@11/27/21 Can you obsess so much that you wrapped yourself up in it?! Making u truly believe that u wanna break up? Did you obsess so much about your issues that it makes you wanna break up!? I cuddle with him last night and this morning… showing him love… I even want to have sex but can’t with how I’ve been feeling lately… I don’t wanna lead him on…. 😞💔

@11/27/21 I constantly think I don’t want him anymore. 😞 I still love him a lot! I know I do. Then what made things worse was thinking I had a crush on a coworker.. when I don’t. Thinking I want someone better than my partner when I am happy with him. Then I constantly believe I’m lying to myself… 😞💔 Why would I wanna cuddle or even be on this app if I didn’t truly love him. I still buy him his favorite snacks! 😞💔

@7710 ❤️ That fine its alright I guess ocd is just taking a break to attack when you least expect it

@7710 ❤️ I broke up with my BFF cuz of it once and I ended up not having any thoughts but I would cry and if I ate more then 2 things the whole day I would feel like throwing up and when I got back with him I was able to eat again

@mirbrach I am so sorry I triggered you. Not having anyone to talk to makes things difficult… I am soo sorry 😞 my emotions are kinda all over the place. I’m hoping I am gonna be normal again soon…

Most important thing everybody says is that ocd attacks what's most important to us and we just gotta choice what we want and I'm gonna love my BF no matter what

@7710 ❤️ I'm always here give me your Instagram and we can talk

@11/27/21 Sailormandy7710

@7710 ❤️ Texted

That's alright keep going it will be alright love is a choice you get to choice at the end of the day if you want to continue or not