- Date posted
- 2y
Real Events make it hard to let go
I had a messy breakup with my ex who my friends and family say was emotionally abusive. There was one day we were making out after she had cheated on me and we split and I had started to touch her privates and she would say no and I would stop, then we'd keep making out and I would try again and she'd get upset and say no again. This happened a few times. I was confused because we had sexual history so it felt like the typical progression when we'd make out, but I feel awful for trying again and not immediately stopping and now I feel like this was SA. At the time I didn't think of it like that but now I'm disgusted with myself. A few months after she said it upset her. I know reassurance is bad but is this SA? I feel like an awful person I didn't mean to, but idk if I need the report myself now or what. My current gf had someone at a party shove his hands down her pants and it messed her up and I feel no better. I feel like I can't live with this