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- 133d ago
- Sexual Orientation OCD
Hocd and false attractions
I was sitting in the car with a guy friend my HOCD is targeting with false attractions and I kept getting intrusive feelings, and it's making me feel like I can't look at him... and when I do my HOCD is like "your in denial for looking at him" and when I don't my HOCD is like "your in denial for not looking at him." And it's so horrible... and it's making me feel like I'm not anxious about it when I try to see my reaction to the triggering thoughts and making me feel like I don't have to vomit… I don't ever want to ever be attracted to any guys or any of my guy friends in any way shape or form...