- Username
- janed0e
- Date posted
- 121d ago
- Sexual Orientation OCD
thinking
My mind keeps thinking “since ur trying to avoid think about it u must be in denial” “since ur thinking about it u must be truly aromantic”. I’ve never been in a relationship b4 and the thought of it is sometimes scary because it’s knowing and being with someone on such a personal level, but I know it’s something I want. My mind keeps telling me I’m lying to myself and I’ll never be in a relationship bc I’m too scared and won’t develop feelings for anyone. Is there anyone who was first scared of a relationship like nervous, but is in one now? Or relate to my situation?