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- 6y
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- 6y
I think I finally came to a realization that it isn’t true. I obviously still doubt everything. But you can’t suddenly change, you can’t suddenly turn gay. You would know you were that way. My brother always talks about his crushes on boys when he was younger, he thought boys were cute since like 7th grade. Then he remembered crushes when he was younger. I’ve never felt that way towards girls. It’s dumb and I’m tired of it. So fuck it, who cares? I’m fine
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- 6y
Everything’s going to be alright, you had another type of ocd it can pass on to another one. You have hocd, I can tell. I don’t know if that’s reassurance but you need to hear it.
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- 6y
If you were happy think about these thoughts I don’t think you would be here on this app right now. You wouldn’t be here at all. You would KNOW. Knowing is such a big thing. We just want to know the answer all the time. But if you were that way it really wouldn’t be a question. You might question wait I’m really gay? Are you sure? Wait I like girls? Things like that you might even question am I gay? But for us those thoughts cause a lot of confusion. Their answer is always yes ours is always idk or no. It’s really confusing and I know this isn’t going to help you. But you really have to try, try to get it through your head! I really want you to get better, because I can tell you’re going through hell. I know it’s shitty but I think you can do it
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- 6y
I’m sure she won’t! It will be ok, be glad you can go to a therapist. It will be ok I swear❤️
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- 6y
It’s ok I swear you’ll be fine. My brain made me think that because I got my glasses that I suddenly liked girls. I don’t even have bad vision I just can’t see certain things on the board. Ocd is dumb don’t listen to it
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- 6y
Well I hope you have a therapist who specializes in ocd because sometimes that can happen because they don’t know what ocd actually is like. They can confuse it for something else
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- 6y
Yeah I know. It’s hard❤️
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- 24w
So I’ve talked to a couple of gay people and they all told me the same thing. They ALWAYS knew they liked guys and they have ever gotten aroused by a woman in their life. In fact they told me that they always found a woman’s body disgusting. Looking back in my life I’ve been attracted to girls for as long as I can remember even before puberty. All my fantasies were about girls and I can’t remember a time where I felt the same for a guy (because it never happened). At the end I can still get aroused by women and you can clearly see how much stupid this obsession about being gay is. Gay people can’t get instinctively aroused by a woman and like it. Groinal responses and sensations don’t mean anything because they simply do not bring joy or a feeling of desire. Instead they bring panic. I once got a groinal when “testing my reactions” and I was sitting there crying like my life is over. That’s not how genuine attraction works and no one has woken up one day feeling different and no one has been secretly gay and never noticed it and spent his whole life into women instead.
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- 24w
Think logically. Literally. Take me as an example. I have hocd and my obsession is “what if I’m gay”. I’ve liked girls my whole life, I can still get aroused by them and I can’t get the same instinctive reaction from a guy. So I can’t be gay. Sometimes ocd will go to something else once you prove it wrong. Maybe like. “What if I’m bi” again I can only get aroused by girls. Sometimes when I’m not thinking about it I can even get aroused when sitting next to a girl or when I’m sitting next to one or even when I’m touching one in a non sexual way. Something that never happens or has happened with a guy in my life. Don’t start panicking. Just “realise” who you are and who you’ve been.
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- 22w
Like I can’t think straight. This is making me doubt everything I’ve thought about myself and even makes me feel like I like the thoughts when I know I don’t. Like I would be less anxious at a time while I still have the thoughts and my mind would go “oh so you like it you must be gay” or the other one where I’m not anxious and I think of my attraction for girls that I’ve had my whole life and my mind goes “see now you’re not into them you’re gay” like it’s so stupid but so effective. I clearly remember being into girls my whole life but my mind is making me believe that all these attractions and feelings for women were all fake or “a thing of the past”. But I can still get aroused by women but I have this weird anxiety going on which brings these sensations/feelings and it’s so weird. Today I’ve spent my whole day thinking about it like I’ve been doing for 5 months now. I know that this aint normal but my mind just won’t let me live in peace. I never cared about my sexuality cuz I simply liked women my whole life but now my sexuality is a fundamental philosophy. I hate this.
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