- Date posted
- 9d ago
- Pedophilic Obsessions OCD
I still find my body reacting in certain ways
Sometimes all I see is a kid and I acknowledge it’s a kid but it’s like my body has that initial reaction to them. At first I swear my body is calm and then a second later it’s like I’m overwhelmed with how calm it is. Children, even whenever they aren’t my own, make me so happy and they make me laugh and I have never once had a terrible interaction with a kid and this stupid ocd keeps making me think that it’s because I’m only attracted to kids and nothing more. Kids just can’t make me happy I always have to think it’s something more. And then I get sad and then I get confused and then it’s like idk what to do anymore.