POCD and real events OCD and being a good person

I posted my POCD and real events ocd story on an OCD discord group that sent invites on this app… a person told me… “what do you expect *discord person* to tell you…?” “That your a good person…?” Idek anymore… my POCD and real events ocd based on extremely horrible real events when I was 13 were extremely horrible, and I had no idea how horrible the real events were until I grew up… my POCD and real events OCD keep calling me a P and a Chomo and a child r^pist for it… idek what to do… 😞😞😞 I don’t ever want to ever be anything my POCD or real events OCD say I am… I only want to be a good person who loves women my age and above… a good person who cares for others and does the right thing…