So lost

I feel the exact same it's like I've lost my own identity and attractions to the opposite sex.

@NeverGiveUp I hear you man.. I have a girlfriend and it’s so much harder.. feels like I’m going to lose her

@Anonymous I'm the same somedays I feel so distant to her and that's what mostly fuels mine that and the loss of attraction

@NeverGiveUp Yeah man I hear you.. feels like I’m just faking it all at times. The amount of times I’ve cried in front of her and she’s the one holding me man. I’d be balling my eyes out man. I just hate how real it feels, how convincing it feel, and how it feels like denial

@Anonymous I feel the same way bro it's not even the thoughts that bother me anymore it's the uncertainty of not knowing who I am anymore on top of that loss of identity as well. The only reason I got over hocd in the first place was because of her and now it decides to relapse and ruin everything.

@NeverGiveUp For sure man. Thoughts are still getting to me, but at times it’s hard to tell if it’s me thinking or just OCD. I’m scared to marry my girlfriend because of what I could realize in the future.

@Anonymous That's one of my biggest fears as well

@NeverGiveUp Yeah man.. it eats me up alive at times.

Do you take meds?

@Newb82 I used to. Do plan on getting back on them.

I feel the exact same way

I feel the exact same and I’ve been married to my loving and wonderful husband for 6 years and we have our first kid together and ever since his birth my OCD went in over drive and made me feel less attracted to him and I started losing my identity all over again. Some days are good and some aren’t

@Millerbm I’m sorry. I am praying for you friend.

I'd recommend ERP and learning to accept whatever life brings your way.