- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Username
- Jlou97
- Date posted
- 487d ago
- Sexual Orientation OCD
The heart
I already said two things today, and maybe I just reached the end of my cycle or whatever. But I am a poet, an artist connected to the heart. We can all fixate on what our brains tell us. But I know in my heart that the women i fell for, those were real feelings. It wasn't me trying to push anything down or something that I was doing just to fit in or whatever intrusive thoughts try to make me doubt what's real. About me and what's not, what my heart says is that I want to be with a woman, not for any other reason than that I know it's what I want. Even during this HOCD episode I've been facing for two months I met a woman who made me feel electricity just by talking to her, it was a brief interaction but there's no way I faked that, I keep that in my heart during my darkest moments that no matter what happens or what my mind tries to make me doubt that my feelings are valid. I have the willpower to not let the king of doubt beat me