- Username
- Ayana
- Date posted
- 67d ago
- Sexual Orientation OCD
Actually ocd?
Does anybody feel as though what they are experiencing isn’t actually ocd but something our mind just tells us to keep us in denial? Like I’ve been struggling with these thoughts since freshman/sophomore year of high school and I am now currently a sophomore in college what I’ve been doing since then is just let the thoughts play in the background but it still very much so bothers me but I’m also questioning on whether or not it actually bothers me or I actually enjoy them in secret? Idk If I make sense but I sometimes worry if I have to spend the rest of my life like this… it’s very depressing. Idk what to feel anymore and sometimes can’t tell what my true thoughts are anymore 😕