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Some false memories feel more real that others…..why??? Is it because this one is “connected” to a real event ?? That is stressing me out
Some false memories feel more real that others…..why??? Is it because this one is “connected” to a real event ?? That is stressing me out
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@scenic Yes :( my brain tells me that since I did something bad in the real event (I feel extremely guilty about it)I could be capable of doing this false memory too….
@scenic I had no memory of it….I was just ruminating on the guilt of the real event then I got a flashback of this false memory and it got worse from there.
The more distressing memories will seem realer to you if you keep on trying to figure out what happened. Don't let OCD win. You've got this !!
I heard something that really helped me that said that memory is contextual, and when it shows up in your brain you are now looking at it through the current context.
Same
It really helps me hearing how memory can be changed over time and doesn't mean the actual events happened. But it does suck when ocd throws more false memories at you despite knowing this
I have a bunch of real event/false memory and there is one that I remember I got in the middle of a horrible episode and I believed it was false but now I can’t remember why I thought it was false and now believe it could be real and it’s just bothering me so much because I want to remember the details to why I believed it was false in the first place and I’m just in a horrible spot and feel disgusting and am getting intrusive thoughts on my themes when I try to check if they are intrusive or not and I can’t function like i don’t wanna be around anyone because all I want to do is confess but I can’t because then I’ll obsess on confessing and they won’t understand.
Does anyone else’s false memory intrusive thoughts of what could have happened feel very, very real?
Can it feel like you literally remember a false memory happening? And it feels like the memory has always been there and you vividly remember it happening that way? Because I don’t even know if I’m experiencing a false memory or not but god it feels so fucking real. Like I literally remember it happening. But what’s weird is the original memory was kind of different. 2 years later, the memory is not the same, but it feels like I literally remember it happening. And in this memory, I’m fucking snapping. I’m acting on my thoughts. I feel like a fucking psycho. I hope this is just OCD
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