- Username
- Dothewalkoflife.
- Date posted
- 2y ago
Last night triggered me
Last night I tested. But in a different sort of way I watched yk and waited for the anxiety to go away. And then tested myself. And I don’t even know what the response was. Spent all morning watching Chrissie Hodges and I relate to pretty much everything she says. But I still. Cannot. Accept. That I might have ocd (because I am not diagnosed. I feel like I’m too young. And because I don’t recognise that I do compulsions) This is war in my brain. And I’m always convinced that if I stopped having anxiety I would like the thoughts/feelings. I have to go to college and I know for a fact my head is going to spiral allllll day