My POCD and real events OCD keep telling me that I’m a sex offender based on the extremely horrible real events when I was 13 when I dont ever want to ever ever be a sex offender in any way shape or form..
What I have learned based on ocd is that it is a big fat liar telling you things you are not don’t believe anything this thing tells you I have seen your story and your a very strong person with high morals I know you didn’t mean any of these things to happen bc you didn’t know so it’s okay everyone makes mistakes that makes us human
@Vicky18 I've asked my mom about this so many times and every time she tells me that it's not serious anymore, that the person is okay, and that I'm not a rapist or a P or a chomo... I didn’t realize how horrible the real events actually were… I was 13 at the time… now I’m 20… my POCD and real event OCD call me a P or a chomo because of the real events… while my mom reassures me all the time that it’s all over, that it’s not serious anymore, that the person is okay, and that I’m not a P or a rapist or a chomo, but when I was doing compulsive research, I remember when I saw a post on a non OCD forum about someone’s similar situation to mine and two people said to the person that they m*lested and that they needed to turn themselves in… I don’t ever want to ever be a P or a chomo in any way shape or form… i didn’t know how horrible the real events were when I was 13… I really didn’t… and after the real events I never did anything like that ever again, and I never once ever thought (before, and after) about doing stuff with kids in any way shape or form... I never once fantasized about kids or wanted to do anything with kids… I was 13 and didn’t realize how horrible the actions were at the time and I never did it ever again… I never once fantasized about kids before or after the real event… I don't ever want to ever harm a child in any way shape or form... I seriously don't ever want to do that to any child in any way shape or form and I seriously don't ever want to do anything like that to any kid now or in the future… I never have had any fantasies about kids and I don't ever want to... I don't ever want to ever be a P or a chomo in any way shape or form... I was 13….. and after the real events I never did anything like that ever again, and I never once ever thought (before, and after) about doing stuff with kids in any way shape or form... I never once fantasized about kids or wanted to do anything with kids… I was 13 and didn’t realize how horrible the actions were at the time and I never did it ever again… I never once fantasized about kids before or after the real event… And it’s comparing me to actual P’s and chomo’s who did stuff from 12-15… and making me think I’m a P and a Chomo because of it… I don’t ever want to ever be a P or a chomo in any way… 😭😭😭
@Givenup I know I know I know a good method which may help when ocd hits say I’m a good person and what you say is not true and then breath.
@Vicky18 No one gives a crap about me. No one. I know this.
@Givenup I know there is at least someone who does care about you if there isn’t I do care you can count on that
@Givenup Hi it sounds like you really need to be seeking help. Are you seeing a NOCD therapist? You are cared for and are important and it seems like you are really suffering as you’ve posted this multiple times. I’m rooting for you!
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