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- 2y
She's amazing and im not
She literally stayed up all night reading two books and researching rocd and taking notes because I have it and I'm here with my rocd telling me u don't like her anymore
She literally stayed up all night reading two books and researching rocd and taking notes because I have it and I'm here with my rocd telling me u don't like her anymore
Ah, this happens all the time for me in ROCD, because what’s the worst thing that could happen if you have a super amazing partner? It would be that I don’t even like them 😂 Remind yourself of all rocd tricks, sit with the anxiety and discomfort, make no decisions when feeling anxious as rocd usually yells “do this right now!!” No decision is that urgent in a relationship.
I'm just worried that feeling is gone and keep getting what if its not rocd it feels different this time what if it never comes back and I'm trying to just sit with it
Im meeting her soon during the week and idk whether to kiss her my thoughts are everywhere with it what do u think?
@Charlie I’m sorry you’re struggling. Have you tried writing ERP scripts about this? I think that would be the most helpful. There’s free exercises in the app. That way you can prepare when you meet her!
@hellopeople I've been listening to romantic songs and sitting with the feelings and thoughts and throughout the day I'll be fine and think okay ik I like her and then it'll be do I really tho would i care if we ended things
@Charlie Researching laws of logic also helped me. I know people say we can’t beat OCD by logic though. Creating scenarios that are not real to “test” how we can control it hurts us immensely. It’s awesome you are doing ERP with romantic songs!!! I think even “I know I like her” is a thought that can be a reassurance, which is why when you cling to certainty about it intrusive thoughts counter it as well.
@hellopeople What's worse is she told me a couple days ago that she had something to say to me but she's scared to say it and through asking questions about it I've determined it's definitely I love you and ofc the thoughts came rushing in and last night I went thru one of the periods of it being "I know I liker her" so when she tells me I'll show her three pages that say I love you but now I'm thinking oh u should delete those u want to even tho if she had told me two weeks ago I'd have 100% said it back
@hellopeople I have had a lot of success combatting my OCD themes with writing ERP Scripts. After reading them back many times, the thoughts/fears start to lose their potency.
@Lisa LeeLou I'm worried I'll do that have no anxiety and the feelings for her won't be there after
@hellopeople @charlie thanks For sharing what you are going through. Please keep in mind that OCD is the doubting disease. Therefore, it’s no surprise that it is interfering with your relationship. I know easier said than done, but try to treat these like any other thoughts. Just thinking something does not make it true. In an OCD support group I attended recently, it came up in discussion how OCD never seems to obsess about good thoughts. The group moderator’s response to this was interesting to me. she commented that OCD latches on to items that have a problem solving quality. Therefore, OCD doesn’t latch onto thoughts like “oh I’m a wonderful student” or “my marriage is great” because that does not present a problem “to be solved”. In other words OCD presents a non-balanced and one-sided picture.
@Charlie That’s a common ocd trick! But we have to go through the anxiety to get out of it! Scripts are very helpful thought difficult :)
@hellopeople I was wondering on what u think about this, before rocd came back ik I missed her and when, now its back she asked me yesterday do u even miss me and now I'm unsure and very tempted to Google how do ik i miss someone, that's a bad idea right, should I sit with not knowing if I do?
@Charlie Yes, sit with not knowing. If it helps you can let her know you’re going through some ROCD struggles. But great job at identifying the compulsion to google!
I'd recommend Awaken into Love on YouTube. I also have rocd and it makes me feel terrible!
me and my girlfriend since we started dating we be only had one problem, and that is my fear of everything of losing her of her cheating, and it’s all caused by OCD. my texts are massive and i get worried i know i love her and she makes me calm i know i love her. we had a conversation yesterday and basically she said that she feels suffocated with my texts and my fears. she went on trip were she doesn’t have her phone. and yesterday i spent the entire day crying about her. my head is filled with intrusive thoughts. and last night i got so stressed that it seemed like the love went away or i couldn’t remember the love, but it’s impossible because i was crying about her yesterday. this struggle my relationship is having is making me so stressed. pls give me advice
I personally do not have OCD I am here because I love my bf of 6 years He is a great guy but he is having a hard time with rocd he is currently going through a lot of anxiety with was triggered by us discussing engagement plans This makes me sad because we love each other and I hate seeing a good man having to fight his own mind to be able to be in a relationship with me Someone tell me what to do Point me in the right direction please I am here for him and I will not abandon him I want to go back to him with everything I will learn from you guys Thank you
it started when i simply worried about my partner losing feelings because she was being a bit distant and so i obviously spiraled and started thinking “oh yeah she has to be losing feelings of some sort” she was only being distant because she was preparing for her confirmation party (this is important) and me and my friend hung out the same day and ended up walking to her house to say hello to her as a joke. but i was already way too deep in my spiral. right after that interaction with her, she literally reassured me right then and there that i was “cute” and that “she really likes me” but i was so caught up in the idea that shes losing feelings for me that i couldnt accept the reassurance and kept having intrusive thoughts that shes lying to me and that she doesnt mean it. but whatever, i wasnt THAT worried because her confirmation is coming up and she wouldnt lose feelings for me before something like that right? a couple days pass by and im at her confirmation party, shes being a little distant but only because shes tired (evidently too) and so i was still in a spiral. but then i met her family, and her mom let me have her number (in case i wanna schedule something with my gf) and that sparked a whole episode. i talked to her mom a couple times and started worrying about if what it would be like it i left my gf and how it would affect me and her family and quickly a thought followed up with all her physical imperfections and how much i dont like specific ones. and then another one came up. i saw one photo pf my partner and swore it looked like someone in my math class who isnt attractive. i managed to get rid of that thought the first time, and had to deal with the imperfections idea thing for a whole month. recently tho, the unattractive girl from my math class is popping up in my head again. i cannot get it out of my head, any advice? what is this phenomenon and also im pretty sure im the only person who has dealt with all of these thoughts.
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