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- 1y ago
Feeling mentally confused and fearful of psychosis; seeking help.
I don't know what is happening
I do not understand what is happening to me I fear it is some kind of psychosis or madness, but I am not hearing voices or anything. My mind is just random mess I can not track my thoughts or anything. My thoughts are making no sense and I actually can not recall them. I am feeling crazy and it is already 4 months now. I am really forgetful and I am not able to think about real life. I sometimes tell something and second after I dont remember saying that. My thoughts are all messy like I am crazy and I need to institutionalise myself, than I have thought that I actually can not describe what is happening to me because I feel like I have every disease. My thoughts are random and really make no sense to me at all. Nobody around me noticed anything but I feel nuts. I for example told my new girlfriend what I am going through and had thoughts that I should not have told her and that I am acting out of control. I am unable to relax or think or even study. Need help what to do because it looks like nothing is working.