HOCD

Hello! I have hocd and it’s so terrifying and confusing..I have it like 2 years now and I have much therapy. I’m glad I can get so much help now. But I still have a lot more work to do left. I try my best but it’s not easy.. The thing is, I know I like boys. I’ve dated one last year and my hocd seemed to be completely away. I have never been more in love with someone. Back then, i ate ontging for 3 straight days Because I was so so so in love. But then he broke up with me and everything was the same as it was. Horrible. But I know i like boys, but how do I get to know If i like girls also? FOR SURE? Because that’s what ocd wants. I’m not sure If I ever want to date a girl, but I don’t think so. I have never been in love with a girl but i’m so so so so scared that in the future I may like a girl..I don’t know what to do at this moment..