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Oh but why …
I hate when I’m feeling a smidge better and then it feels like I purposely make myself think the horrible thoughts and then I get anxiety again and the process starts all over. Why does this have to happen?
I hate when I’m feeling a smidge better and then it feels like I purposely make myself think the horrible thoughts and then I get anxiety again and the process starts all over. Why does this have to happen?
I do the same thing
@Nick17 It really sucks because it’s like we can’t get any relief.
@Catlove9 Ik it’s messing with my virtues and who I think I am.
@Nick17 Same here. Sometimes it feels like I don’t even know what my values are and it feels like I want to do these horrible things.
Two things are happening: I get thoughts that just keep looping. They almost feel like song stuck in my head. Also, I’ll imagine something and I feel my stomach drop. Then as the seconds go by I keep getting fragments of the this thought but with different details. For example, it’s kinda like how a “vision” is portrayed. I’ll get a glimpse of the thought and then it’ll rapidly expand into something worse every few seconds. I don’t know if I’m causing this or if it’s just an automatic thing like any other intrusive thought. It feels unavoidable, idk if this is a compulsion or if it’s just another manifestation of an intrusive thought. Apart from that remembering an intrusive thought triggers the full thought again and then it just keeps looping or expanding. I don’t know how to stop any of this. Help?
just when I think i’m having a good weekend and I can forget about my struggles my brain tells me i’m not allowed to feel happy and that there’s always SOMETHING i need to be worrying about. so frustrating :(
Anyone else just have days where they feel more calm and don’t have as many intrusive thoughts? But then later at night time it just comes back so you only had relief even for a little bit 😞😞 I feel like even when I’m not having my OCD send me intrusive thoughts, I always have a feeling in my stomach that something is wrong/off or a sense of doom. I always just feel on edge and anxious as if my mind is always preparing itself for the next horrifying intrusive thought to torment me with ugh 🫠
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