- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 2y
Hocd is getting bad
I’m on zoloft, and started about last week. I’ll get straight to the point. I do not want to be gay, bi, whatever. I’m a christian. But I keep experiencing thoughts and keep having sexual feelings. I’ve looked at pics of guys at my school to see if I feel anything and then I do bc my mind makes everything sexual, i’ve been stuck in a hole of looking at pictures of people and I started looking at it more then girls. I feel so trapped and medicine is helping, but I feel like I’m losing my mind. I love girls too, and I can’t see myself dating a dude. It doesn’t do anything for me, in fact it bothers me a little bc I just couldn’t do that. But the sexual stuff is so powerful and feels so confusing. Anyone got advice or anything to help me out? Please!!