- Date posted
- 2y
How do i know this is ocd or denial of something?
So this guy and i were in a situationship for a long time and we both started feeling like we need a little time off or him or ig because he said he needs some time cause he is mentally going through something and I understand that well cause i am too so we decided to take some time off of eachother and be in no contact for a while and hopefully if the door is still open reconnect better and healed later if its gods will and both of us want it but i have strong feelings for him so it hasn't been yhe easiest to sit with the uncertainty of maybe we reconnect maybe we dont and this is the end or 1000 more thoughts and also i am scared and before we took the no contact decision this is a thing that happened cause things were a little off for quite sometime which led to the no contact.. Friends someone sending me some reel and saying this for you thats saying not worth it too what do i do? Its like everything and everyone tell you against it and you lose hope and maybe i should maybe these people are right and i am not listening to them maybe this is exactly what it is supposed to be and i am not taking it and letting go or these conversations seem hard and like a harsh truth and whatever it is which is why its a hard pill to sallow and i am not able to do that but somewhere thats because i know its true? Do i believe that? Maybe it not worth it to even hope for ever reconnecting but just forgetting? Are these all signs i am ignoring? Why does it hurt but there’s also nothing i can do because we arent talking and maybe this is how we stop but cant even know if what i want is right anymore or not….meant for me or not? Good for me or not?