- Date posted
- 2y
Am i in denial? Feels like i have evidences…
Can this be ocd thinking.? So this guy and i were in a situationship for a long time and we both started feeling like we need a little time off or him or ig because he said he needs some time cause he is mentally going through something and I understand that well cause i am too so we decided to take some time off of eachother and be in no contact for a while and hopefully if the door is still open reconnect better and healed later if its gods will and both of us want it but i have strong feelings for him so it hasn't been the easiest to sit with the uncertainty of maybe we reconnect maybe we dont and this is the end or 1000 more thoughts and also i am scared and before we took the no contact decision this is a thing that happened cause things were a little off for quite sometime which led to the no contact.. If i dont let him go? Am i stopping somewhere something good for me? Are we just not gonna happen? Idk but it hurts …so many relationships dont work out dont end up being a part of the future your heartbreak teaches you a lot but the same heartbreak gives you everything you lost? How will that happen it will become a paradox right? So many people go through what i am going through with heart breaks i just don’t accept that and keep saying its ocd to brush under the carpet cause i am fearful but thats actually the truth? And i just am making it ocd frenzy to give another hope another chance but my behaviour is that of heartbreaks people go through and mine might be just that too? How do i not know its just that? I keep thinking he doesn’t care which he may not or idk but this so much together to take so many thoughts flood the brain its hard.. is this ocd?