Question

Has anyone ever thought about experimenting with the same sex due to the Hocd thoughts? Like a feeling that they need to or want to in order to get an answer? It’s weird because it feels like I want to. I’ve been dealing with this for about 5 years now with no treatment. Could I just be so deep into HOCD, that I need to get go to extremes for answers? Like I’m not even disgusted at the thoughts anymore or any anxiety. It actually makes me feel like I like the thoughts now and actually want to do that and I can’t stop ruminating on it all day.

Sexual Orientation OCD

ada110

User type: OCD Conqueror

Date posted: 2y

I think this can happen. It's probably still just you're brain needing to find a definitive answer. If you did it OCD would still throw up questions about how much you enjoyed it, what it means about you blah blah blah. It wants us stuck in doubt at the end of the day.

Anonymous

Date posted: 2y

And it makes me feel like because I want to act on these thoughts now that I’m actually bi or gay.

Going to fig...

Date posted: 2y

I feel this way and I also feel like if I experiment I’m just going to end up liking it and realize something

Anonymous

Date posted: 2y

Hello yes I have. I think it is just deep into ocd especially for me because once I am out of a cycle, it's the last thing I want to do.

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