- Username
- Meg Johnson
- Date posted
- 74d ago
- Sexual Orientation OCD
Annoyed with my head.
This whole thing annoys me. It's currently trying to say I was insecure bc of boys, and when I'm thinking of past events that have happened during HOCD, saying I was insecure then bc the boys bring out the insecurities or whatever. I don't think this is true. Bc since my ocd got worse, it started with mental illness obsessions, I was concerned that maybe I have Dissociative Identity Disorder, which I don't, was just an obsession. But I'm pretty sure around then, the physical insecurities became dormant bc I was so focused on something else. Honestly, I was originally sure my physical insecurities were just bc of intrusive thoughts and it's not bc of boys, bc I used to look at girls and be jealous of them and become insecure bc of this. I wish my mind would stop pushing this, honestly, it's ridiculous.