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- 2y ago
Hocd real?
I read this article saying hocd wasn’t a real thing and your just in deep denial about it. Definitely triggered by ocd. What do y’all think bout it
I read this article saying hocd wasn’t a real thing and your just in deep denial about it. Definitely triggered by ocd. What do y’all think bout it
id rather listen to an ocd expert rather than some random on the internet writing an article. remember that with ocd you can obsessed with anything. sexuality is just one of the most common ones
@ocdgirl123 How is soocd for you
@Anonymous415 very hard and very awful but i’m trying to push through
Definitely stay away from researching and reading articles like that. I’ve done that too but it only made me feel worse. Most of the time the people who say that don’t have OCD themselves.
I think I’ve read this article before… triggering for sure but def don’t go searching for those types of things (Reddit included!)
Don’t listen to random people on the internet.
Not true at all… my cousin had this theme and she’s all better now !
@Mia Mia You have it too?
@Anonymous415 Yes. Ocd runs in my family really bad
@Mia Mia Same ! Definitely tough. How do you deal with soocd
@Anonymous415 I don’t deal with it well I am a mess!
@Mia Mia How long have you been dealing with it
I’m 25 and never ever thought this before my soocd relapse. I have a bf of 5 years. Never been a high libido kinda girl. Don’t get me wrong I do get turned on by my bf but not like every day you know? - That had always been in the back of my head, is this normal and ok? But my ocd has latched onto the most scariest what if EVER. My brain is now saying How do you know you won’t prefer to sleep and kiss girls if you haven’t tried it: and it’s that unknown that is scaring the shit out of me. I DONT AND NEVER HAVE wanted to sleep / kiss a girl. But now my intrusive thoughts is all I think about!!! I don’t want I don’t want I don’t want??? So why does my brain think BUT WHAT IF??? I know ocd thrives off uncertainty which is why I think this is happening? But I don’t wanna find out or work it out because all I want is to be with my bf and marry him!! Is this just the epitome of OCD?
Sorry long post. Anyone feel like now they’re just in extreme denial. Like when I was little I noticed guys more than girls in movies and was more drawn to them. I remember changing my mindset to switch that. 98%of my life has been straight until recently. I felt drawn to some guys but never thought of it sexually. Always had girl crushes dreams and porn. Now I watch porn and I feel like straight takes longer and then I go and watch gay porn and feel nothing until I tell myself it’s two attractive dudes and love is love and imagine physical sensations and then it hits like suddenly. Like I have to convince myself it’s alright. Then when I try again I can do all that but feel nothing and then straight porn works. Idk if it’s just getting a fix or the first time works with anything or what but it’s confusing. On top of that I’ve felt girl relationships including my wife maybe miss something and a guy maybe matches that feeling that but then I feel like I’d be missing something without a girl or my wife. Idk I’ve had some rough times in life with male figures in my life but idk. I feel like I have to convince myself more and more that I’m straight even more than the first time I dealt with this. Can someone relate? Please
I think when people are saying OCD is egodystonic is really triggering me and I was just wondering if this has happened to anyone else? I’m going through a really bad relapse and right now I’m trying to figure out if my thoughts are truly egodystonic, like I how do I know I won’t act on them, how can I trust my emotions and everything. I feel really confused and I feel like I don’t know who I am anymore or how I carry on with life because it’s so long and I’m so unsure of everything that’s going on in my head. Like how do I know that this is OCD and true desires/urges. I’m so confused.
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