- Username
- lovelover
- Date posted
- 72d ago
- Relationship OCD
relationship stuff
i really love my boyfriend. i really really do, i'm in love with him. i adore him. my ocd keeps attacking me and telling me that my love for him is fake and that i'm just leading him on. i'm having less of a reaction to it bc i'm so exhausted from it and i'm worried that means it must be true. we have such a good and healthy relationship and i would be devastated to lose him. he's amazing and i wouldn't ever want to do anything to harm him. i can't imagine not being with him and not doing the things i do with him. but my brain is like "what if that's all fake and you're just leading him on" or "what if you're lying to yourself" it makes me want to scream!!! i wish i could just get rid of these thoughts.