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- 6y
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- 6y
@modernfemale- Thank you so much for sharing your experiences. Yes, I would say that we are in similar circumstances! I’m sorry that you have to deal with that stress at home. Hopefully it is only temporary and maybe you could find somewhere else to live whenever possible. Yes, I fear the skin to skin contact as well, mostly at my job though. I am with you on that one! I think exposure therapy is best for that. Take it slow and implement skin to skin (as appropriate, like shaking hands) a little at a time. Try to go 10 minutes or so before hand washing, etc. Then, increase the time as you are able to. I know it’s easier said than done though! As far as things that have helped me personally. I once talked to an infectious disease doctor and explained my concerns. That helped some because she was able to provide more knowledge and inform me that diseases can’t be transmitted as easy as I thought, etc.... I actually just started a new nursing job 3 weeks ago. I was off for 6 months prior to that bc I couldn’t deal with my ocd at my previous job... With this new job I try to not get frustrated when I have bad days. Just taking it one day at a time. I have faith that God led me here for a reason right now. My ocd has definitely led me to lean on God more and just so more recently I am able to find peace when I do so. Some days are still a struggle but I try to make the days not about me and focus on helping my patients, showing them love, etc. and that helps sometimes. I’m sorry this is a book! Lol. I am with you though and praying for you. Don’t give up, hang in there and keep fighting. ❤️
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This may or may not help, but I thought I’d give it a try... I am not a nurse, but I have had several social service jobs where I was surrounded and had to work with the homeless. I have extreme contamination OCD, so I struggled to do my job most days. I have also been in and out of psychiatric hospitals my entire life. I despise hospitals because to me they are germ-filled. I guess the worst of all is that I’ve had to move back in with my parents and younger sister recently, and I am exposed to unclean situations every time I leave my room. My sister is an addict (meth and heroin) and has skin lesions and infections all over her body. She’s constantly on antibiotics and developed MRSA. To make matters worse, she leaves her antibiotic cream and bandages, sometimes used, all over the house. I had a hangnail recently that became infected, my doctor said it was MRSA. I lost my shit and have now developed hatred and fear towards my sister. I can only imagine what your daily struggles could be being a nurse and living with OCD, specifically contamination OCD. Every day is exposure! Please know that although I am not a nurse, I feel I live in similar conditions and can relate to a certain degree. I encourage you to practice patience and take as many breaks as you and your job will allow. I fear being touched, especially skin-to-skin, so I am working on overcoming some of that fear. Do you have any tips or things that have helped you in your profession? I have hope that we will both get better. <3
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- 24w
Does anyone have any tips that helped them? Mine is due to a specific person and I work with them so it’s been really difficult. I’ve started ERP which has been reaaalllllly challenging and I would love to hear from anyone else that has gone through any type of contamination ocd and how they have overcome or are fighting their way through it. Thank you!l
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- 23w
A few days ago, I posted how proud I am of myself, that I managed to go to the doctor to get a vaccination. Now, two days later, I find myself panicking and ruminating. It was a practice where they also test a lot for HIV and other blood diseases and in my mind, the needle/syringe they used for my vaccination was somehow contaminated with blood from another patient. Maybe by accident but sometimes my mind would make up a scenario where they would do it even on purpose. I was so proud of myself, that I managed to go there on Monday and now I am making up scenarios how I caught HIV by going there - I am feeling guilty because I was „careless“. Any tips for the moment? ❤️
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- 17w
Hello! I’m new here. Unfortunately I’m not able to afford a therapist but I’ve been doing a lot of research and I think a lot of my symptoms/thoughts align with OCD. I want to share some of what I experience and see if anyone else experiences the same and what resources helped you. I think I mostly experience contamination OCD. I’m constantly worried that something I do/touch is going to make me really sick and/or die. Especially with food, I’m constantly worried that I’ll accidentally have something on my hands when I eat, then I’ll touch the food and get that on the food, eat it and get sick. So I’ll wash my hands every time my hands touch any little tiny thing again and again before I eat, same with any forks/spoons, or I’ll even think I touched cleaner a few hours ago and I’ve washed my hands several times since then and I just washed them again but they still feel dirty so even if impractical I’ll use a fork and if my hands touch the part of the fork that touches the food then I can’t eat the food any longer or use that fork. Also at work I have these thoughts that I know are ridiculous but also give me very real anxiety. Like “if I don’t finish this order before that machine beeps its a sign I’m going to die” and then I have to rush to make sure I finish fast and then I’ll be like ok that’s so stressful I’m not going to think like that any more it’s ridiculous but then the thoughts keep coming back so I have to keep rushing. This is just a little tad bit of what I experience and I would love to hear from others as I haven’t met anyone else like me before. Thank you!
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