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@modernfemale- Thank you so much for sharing your experiences. Yes, I would say that we are in similar circumstances! I’m sorry that you have to deal with that stress at home. Hopefully it is only temporary and maybe you could find somewhere else to live whenever possible. Yes, I fear the skin to skin contact as well, mostly at my job though. I am with you on that one! I think exposure therapy is best for that. Take it slow and implement skin to skin (as appropriate, like shaking hands) a little at a time. Try to go 10 minutes or so before hand washing, etc. Then, increase the time as you are able to. I know it’s easier said than done though! As far as things that have helped me personally. I once talked to an infectious disease doctor and explained my concerns. That helped some because she was able to provide more knowledge and inform me that diseases can’t be transmitted as easy as I thought, etc.... I actually just started a new nursing job 3 weeks ago. I was off for 6 months prior to that bc I couldn’t deal with my ocd at my previous job... With this new job I try to not get frustrated when I have bad days. Just taking it one day at a time. I have faith that God led me here for a reason right now. My ocd has definitely led me to lean on God more and just so more recently I am able to find peace when I do so. Some days are still a struggle but I try to make the days not about me and focus on helping my patients, showing them love, etc. and that helps sometimes. I’m sorry this is a book! Lol. I am with you though and praying for you. Don’t give up, hang in there and keep fighting. ❤️
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This may or may not help, but I thought I’d give it a try... I am not a nurse, but I have had several social service jobs where I was surrounded and had to work with the homeless. I have extreme contamination OCD, so I struggled to do my job most days. I have also been in and out of psychiatric hospitals my entire life. I despise hospitals because to me they are germ-filled. I guess the worst of all is that I’ve had to move back in with my parents and younger sister recently, and I am exposed to unclean situations every time I leave my room. My sister is an addict (meth and heroin) and has skin lesions and infections all over her body. She’s constantly on antibiotics and developed MRSA. To make matters worse, she leaves her antibiotic cream and bandages, sometimes used, all over the house. I had a hangnail recently that became infected, my doctor said it was MRSA. I lost my shit and have now developed hatred and fear towards my sister. I can only imagine what your daily struggles could be being a nurse and living with OCD, specifically contamination OCD. Every day is exposure! Please know that although I am not a nurse, I feel I live in similar conditions and can relate to a certain degree. I encourage you to practice patience and take as many breaks as you and your job will allow. I fear being touched, especially skin-to-skin, so I am working on overcoming some of that fear. Do you have any tips or things that have helped you in your profession? I have hope that we will both get better. <3
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Does anyone have any tips on how to handle contamination OCD?
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I just started my new job maybe a couple months ago and I’m officially off orientation. I had a couple shifts by myself but the anxiety I feel being alone is honestly beastly. I keep getting scared that I’ll end up giving my patients someone else’s medications, keep having thoughts of “what if I give patient A medications to patient C.” My hair keeps falling out, I get such bad pre work and post work anxiety. On my days off all I think about is work. It’s taking a toll on my mental health and my relationship with my boyfriend. I am mad and stressed all the time. I’m just so tired and I honestly feel like I’m getting depressed. I want to stick it out a couple more months so I can get a job somewhere that’s not in a hospital. I just feel so stuck and scared all the time. If anyone else is a nurse with OCD what did you do to help with your anxiety and OCD?
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If anyone has beaten or gotten a lot better with contamination ocd how long did it take and how did you do it? I don’t see myself getting over this theme for a long time but I’m worried for my future like getting a job , I’m scared I won’t be able to cope with bacteria in a workplace and stuff like that. Just feeling lost in recently :(
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