- Username
- KMOR
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 1y ago
SI OCD Theme ruining my wedding
So my main theme of ocd is SI. The fear of losing control one day due to my moods and end my own world without meaning to. That’s my main theme. Tomorrows my wedding and I’m a mess! I’m so depressed because I’ve yet to find medicine that helps. During rehearsal all I kept thinking of was associating it with death and not happiness. I sent myself into a panic . I feel like I’m never going to recover and going to die and be at fault for it. I feel like a failure as a soon to be wife and current mother as a guilt to these thoughts . I’m so alone in my head .