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OCD is so creative I swear haha! You are not a predator. Older people who prey on teenagers are attracted to the power differential. You are attracted to your equals. You are almost certainly going to remail attracted to your equals.
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You won’t know for sure what you’ll be attracted to when you grow up until you grow up. If you can work to accept that uncertainty, you can definitely overcome this OCD theme. Like whatever you like right now! No use worrying about that bridge until you come to it.
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I'm a teen too, i understand. That thought always crossed my mind!
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Are you still interested in little children things? Do small children make good friends for you, do they have the same interests, problems, maturity? They do not, and this is a MAIN reason you are neither good friends with not attracted to children. The same will be true as you get older. Teenage problems, interests, maturity, most of it, will no longer interest you intimately. You may still cate about problems teenagers face, as you probably still cate about the problems children face, but you are not in it together. A major part of intimacy is being on the same level, having the same value and passions and interests, etc. You are not just attracted to the physical fearures of teens, though I know thats part of it, but you are attracted to the fact that you share something ELSE. This is why when I say only predators are attracted to minors (when they are not minors), because something besides all that you can share turns them on. They like how easy they can take advantage of younger people. Thats a MAIN selling point. I know I sound like im talking out my ass. Im 29 years old. I remember being attracted to other teenagers, and I remember no longer being attracted to the. Their problems and focus and values and interests and drives were no longer my own. We dont share anything important in common. I did have friends who were teenagers just a few years ago, but the power and maturity differential was easily felt, and I had no attraction to them. I know you all are facing OCD and these thoughts are because of OCD and are not rational and wont respond much to rational argument, but I remember SO WELL having a fear similar to this, I just wanted to share some knowledge and experience. Sorry I talk so much, and this is your space to talk, not ancient ass me hahahaaaa god I feel old
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That’s because reassurance never lasts. You’re going to have to sit with the uncertainty you feel right now. Be unsure and scared! It’s okay! It’s seeking certainty and safety over and over again from your fear that’s actually feeding it. If you let yourself just feel the fear when it hit and let it naturally subside every time, you’d notice in a few weeks that it would diminish dramatically, as would the thoughts.
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Sit with that feeling! It’s okay to feel that! Let it in. And don’t look for reassurance or certainty that your fears won’t come true. Realistically, they probably won’t, but you should stop looking to be sure and take the risk.
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I really hope so! But what if I like the way they look and their ‘baby faces’ and their lack of beards and all that? What if I never change or remain attracted to my equals?
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I know :// I’m just so scared! I don’t want to grow up now!
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I’m so glad I’m not alone with this! Do you fear growing up?
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It’s so nice to know that you got over this sort of fear! I appreciate you taking the time to write all that so thank you so much :) I just worry that I’ll grow old and miss being young and stupid and excited. So I’ll fall in love with someone who possesses those qualities? If that makes sense! Like, I’ll be 40 years old and see a cute teenager and find him exciting... ahhh I don’t know!
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I’m stressing out a lil again :(
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You’re right. Compulsions only add fuel to the fire and I need to stop. I just keep thinking my whole life is now ruined. I don’t want to age anymore!
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Also I read on tik tok or twitter that if u still feel connected to younger people that means you’re not progressing or maturing and that’s bad. I’m 25 and I’m at this odd stage in my life where I’m getting older but still feel like I’m 20-22. I feel like I’m behind people that are my age. I think it’s because I’m been bed rotting with severe depression for the past 4 years… but I’m scared this means I’m becoming a pedo in the future.
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Why are things so real the first time they’re in my mind and then when I think about it later it’s easier for me to be like wtf?? I was watching a movie earlier and the young girl had developed more in the chest area than the last movie and I felt the desire to check her out so I did. Then later I let myself imagine her having sex and I liked it. But now looking back I’m like ew. The boys in the movie have also developed as the movie went on and I couldn’t help but think that in their real life they’ve probably woken up to boners and s*men and stuff. And looking back it’s just ugh. Idk if it’s sexual relevance but I genuinely let myself indulge in these thoughts and groinal responses and I remember thinking to myself I don’t want to be attracted to little kids and how do I stop myself (everyone has attractive qualities so in younger boys I see man like qualities). Idk I need help. I wouldn’t type this out if I truly believe I was messed up but I’m still scared
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18+ TW! Involves sexual content I have learning disabilities which means im always going to be 3-5 years mentally behind from my actual age… when I was 14 I remember finding people saying they work with kids “attractive” and I remember mastu*** over a kid around 5+ but when I was 14 I was either mentally age 11 or 9. So I didn’t know it was wrong, and as soon as I realised I stopped. People say I was young and it’s okay but I remember finding people saying they even walked past a nursery “attractive” but I don’t know if this is even the right word. Maybe cute? Because I find different emotions hard to tell the difference between, so maybe it’s cute rather than attractive. I never ever had intentions to do anything to younger individuals, it was just me finding people saying they worked with them etc attractive… which my ocd now plays on, because my friend mentioned they were working with kids but idk if it was the real me or not but I genuinely felt like I found it attractive and it was giving my so many groinal responses which then made me feel genuinely aroused like I wanted to do things. This plays on my mind because my ocd will always say “but you did/do find stuff like this attractive” but this literally stops me from eating, sleeping or anything. I can’t break from my compultions because what if I do genuinely find it attractive. I don’t think it’s even attractive maybe it’s cute? Like I find it cute… but cuteness can give people feelings down there I guess. I think because if my learning disabilities I found it hard to know the difference between “attraction” and cute so I did stuff over it because it gave me that feeling down there but that could of been cuteness feeling. I just need some support on this.
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