- Date posted
- 1y ago
About uncertainty...
That's the main point of ocd recovery. But there is a little problem. My intrusive ocd thoughts are gone but now ocd took what i care about, existential questions, questions about God, wanting to know what is really a relationship with God, what is really His words and what are misleading false words, and im obsessed with these, im always trying to find what is true, what are His words. Sadly even religious people mislead others, every religion says different thinks and says that they are the truth... So i try to find who is God. But you cant use here uncertainty cause then you just stop working on learning about Him. I know some will say "stop obsessing about God and just try to believe and trust in Him". Once a really good man told me this and i will never forget it "God doesnt wants you to believe in Him blindly, he wants you to know Him and have a relationship with Him. Believing blindly is just being religious,God doesnt want that".