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- Yesterday
im scared. I keep compulsively praying for bad things or death on the people I love. I donāt understand why. It doesnāt make anything better. Iām scared that these prayers count. I seal them as I do with most of my prayers in Jesus name and with a double amen. Iām scared God will want to teach me a lesson and make something come true. Iām scared I mean these prayers, Iām petrified. If something happened, I wouldnāt be able to live with myself :( I donāt know where to go from here